Had a dream last night (yes, one of those again).
Actually it wasn't really scary, and it didn't make much sense, unlike some of my other dreams *cough*
It seemed to be some sort of story, because it jumped between the present and the past. It started off the day after a gruelling magic duel in which neither side won. The first (as in, main) general of the "bad side" met up with a few people on the good side, and they were all putting on the "I'm-so-righteous-I'll-even-be-nice-to-my-enemy, for-now" act. Someone on the good side was in the team fighting against the enemy king the previous day, but apparently the first general was also very strong, and they were laughing and handing out compliments etc...except then the first general said something very insightful and important and I'm annoyed because I can't remember what it was.
It then flashed back to a while earlier, to a man on the good side who was some sort of soldier/magician, one of those grim-faced stoic (and invariably middle-aged) ones. There was also another much younger guy on his team, who was a strange kind of healer, in that he absorbed other people's injuries, and as long as it is below a certain threshold, he can heal them (okay...I admit the name I immediately attached at this point was...Vivant). The stoic guy and the healer didn't get along very well, but one day he got in a fight against the "bad side" and was very badly injured even though he was a very strong magician. When the healer got to him, he told the healer to take his remaining life - and hence adding to the healer's threshold so that he can use it in the future to heal others - instead of trying to heal him.
Cut forward to a few months later, on some significant day for his death, and apparently I'm in this as some sort of onmyouji type person =__=;; I walked into this little Japan-esque garden, with lots of rocks and shrubbery. There's this space where a number of random items are arranged, stuff like small plants or lanterns or some sort of memento. There was a silver box that folded out, and as I unfolded it, I said to someone who was waiting nearby that we'll need to set the stoic guy's spirit to rest now, in case he's become a 怨鬼 (vengeful spirit), and to myself in the dream I thought that it's because he died in circumstances where he would have plenty of reason to hate the enemy side and hence turn vengeful.
As I opened the box and prayed or whatever it is I did, I said that he wasn't there any more. I remember tipping the box over in alarm, and saying to the mysterious someone standing beside me that even if he did not turn into a vengeful spirit, he should still be there - and here I pointed to the other mementos around the box where other people's spirits could be called through them - but his presence was completely gone. Then someone - or maybe it's me ==; - said that this probably means he's moved on to a better life, and in my dream I agreed, and yet still felt incredibly saddened by the absence of a ghost of some guy I've never seen before =__=;;;;
I'm going to emphasise that he's old and not good looking and in fact the sort of guy I generally find annoying =_=;;
And before you ask, I've been reading a rather unremarkable fantasy book with heroes so drab that I find myself cheering the bad guy on. Seriously. I just want him to conquer the world ="= I don't care if he kills the heroes or if he should have died 200 years ago and his true form looks like a rotted corpse. Benevolent dictatorship has potential, e.g. in Ankh-Morpork =D
Actually it wasn't really scary, and it didn't make much sense, unlike some of my other dreams *cough*
It seemed to be some sort of story, because it jumped between the present and the past. It started off the day after a gruelling magic duel in which neither side won. The first (as in, main) general of the "bad side" met up with a few people on the good side, and they were all putting on the "I'm-so-righteous-I'll-even-be-nice-to-my-enemy, for-now" act. Someone on the good side was in the team fighting against the enemy king the previous day, but apparently the first general was also very strong, and they were laughing and handing out compliments etc...except then the first general said something very insightful and important and I'm annoyed because I can't remember what it was.
It then flashed back to a while earlier, to a man on the good side who was some sort of soldier/magician, one of those grim-faced stoic (and invariably middle-aged) ones. There was also another much younger guy on his team, who was a strange kind of healer, in that he absorbed other people's injuries, and as long as it is below a certain threshold, he can heal them (okay...I admit the name I immediately attached at this point was...Vivant). The stoic guy and the healer didn't get along very well, but one day he got in a fight against the "bad side" and was very badly injured even though he was a very strong magician. When the healer got to him, he told the healer to take his remaining life - and hence adding to the healer's threshold so that he can use it in the future to heal others - instead of trying to heal him.
Cut forward to a few months later, on some significant day for his death, and apparently I'm in this as some sort of onmyouji type person =__=;; I walked into this little Japan-esque garden, with lots of rocks and shrubbery. There's this space where a number of random items are arranged, stuff like small plants or lanterns or some sort of memento. There was a silver box that folded out, and as I unfolded it, I said to someone who was waiting nearby that we'll need to set the stoic guy's spirit to rest now, in case he's become a 怨鬼 (vengeful spirit), and to myself in the dream I thought that it's because he died in circumstances where he would have plenty of reason to hate the enemy side and hence turn vengeful.
As I opened the box and prayed or whatever it is I did, I said that he wasn't there any more. I remember tipping the box over in alarm, and saying to the mysterious someone standing beside me that even if he did not turn into a vengeful spirit, he should still be there - and here I pointed to the other mementos around the box where other people's spirits could be called through them - but his presence was completely gone. Then someone - or maybe it's me ==; - said that this probably means he's moved on to a better life, and in my dream I agreed, and yet still felt incredibly saddened by the absence of a ghost of some guy I've never seen before =__=;;;;
I'm going to emphasise that he's old and not good looking and in fact the sort of guy I generally find annoying =_=;;
And before you ask, I've been reading a rather unremarkable fantasy book with heroes so drab that I find myself cheering the bad guy on. Seriously. I just want him to conquer the world ="= I don't care if he kills the heroes or if he should have died 200 years ago and his true form looks like a rotted corpse. Benevolent dictatorship has potential, e.g. in Ankh-Morpork =D